Saturday, October 25, 2008

Just thru reading keshi's latest post and what i m feeling right now is only gonna add one more blog where she finds negativity. Well keshi i m sorry for that and sorry to all of u who read my crap.

Actually i m so much itching to crib like anything....

-Some ppl whom i know always tell me that you always get what u want, u r damn lucky, bla bla bla...and me think within, do they actually know what all i hv gone through to reach here. Its so easy to call somebody's years of blood and sweat , LUCK!

-Like new year & bday, the diwali's also gonna be a lonely one. I m so fuckin' tired of this loneliness but on the other hand its good to be alone rather than approaching somebody and only be disappointed&humiliated on ur own situation especially when u r seriously counting on that person& they dont hv it for u...:)

-Like keshi said unveil the veil...sounds really encouraging, been there, done that many times, but now i am tired, really tired! The only positivity i see in my own misery is it has made me so sick of people's attitude and behaviour towards me that now i hv built up a wall ard me and nobody is allowed to come in through no matter!

Anyway Happy Diwali to all of you!

19 comments:

Keshi said...

Southy I didnt mean that Im never negative :) cos I can be one hell of a negative gal when Im down in the dumps. U know me dun u. Neither did I say that I dun like negative posts. Negativity is as real as Positivity is in life. We can avoid it. But the fact that some ppl drag that negativity for yonks n yonks, it wut irks me. Anyways, who am I to judge...everyone has different capacities when dealing with problems. And I u'stand that.


If u cant see anything positive in ur situation, mebbe thats cos its all still very raw...to unveil the veil, it takes alot of time, tears and sleepless nights.


*HUGZ*

Keshi.

Keshi said...

I meant 'we CANT avoid it'. Sorry abt the typo!

Keshi.

Solitaire said...

Shit..this sounds serious! You need a hug...don't you?

Tell you what...Go to an Archie store, buy the biggest teddy there, pretend its for your girlfriend, bring it home and hug it everyday!!!

Southpaw unplugged said...

@Keshi

Hugz.

But the fact that some ppl drag that negativity for yonks n yonks***I understand that keshi...and the reason i said was that this one's only gonna add up the list coz like i said i was literally itching to crib like anything....:)

If u cant see anything positive in ur situation, mebbe thats cos its all still very raw...to unveil the veil, it takes alot of time, tears and sleepless nights.****yeah lot of it is raw and i know it takes sleepless nights to unveil it and thats why i dont want to...I need some sleep i need some peace!

Solitaire
Yes sneha i need one....

Keshi said...

Im afraid Southy there were YEARS of sleepless nights for me to get to where I am today!

Everyone of us hv different capacities to deal with stress in life..so ho knows, u may be faster than me. All the best!

Keshi.

Southpaw unplugged said...

@Keshi
Lets hope so, coz if i m sleepless then i m certainly boozing so it better gets over soon or else i'll be a beggar...:)

Anonymous said...

Shun thayu chheeee.....???

maharani jode barabar ni jaami gayi chhe ke shun...?

..Shi

Sunita said...

Don't do this rocky, I am coming to rob you day after tomorrow you better keep 3 days for me ok :)

Keshi said...

Southy actually none of our past experiences really leave us...they just become a part of us.

Keshi.

Sweetstickychewy said...

Happy Diwali Southpaw.

Cheers!

Keshi said...

Happy Diwali to ya Southy! May ur life always be filled with love n light!

Keshi.

Southpaw unplugged said...

@Shilpa
Kai nai javaa do...Happy diwali!

@Sunita
Yeah yeah come and rob me, u know how much i enjoy that...:)

@Amy
Happy diwali...

@Keshi
Dam right keshi, it just stays with us...
Happy diwali to u as well...Hugz:)

Anonymous said...

Jawaa do tyaare...:(

Happy Diwali...!

*smiles*

..Shi

uttara said...

muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah my baby... don't crib

*hugggggggggggz*

and happy diwali don't crib and u need not explain the "luck"

**Some ppl whom i know
btw since when u started explaing things to ppl that too whom u know.. don't they really KNOW U??

*SIGH*

**Like new year & bday, the diwali's also gonna be a lonely one. I m so fuckin' tired of this loneliness

get a gf there ;)

hehehe

Southpaw unplugged said...

@Shilpa
:)

@Uttara
Thanks for the suggestion!

Krithika said...

hey cool template
- i'm sure tat cheered u up

Southpaw unplugged said...

@Krithika
Welcome!
Love cheers up anybody, isnt it?

uttara said...

u r most welcome...

shooting star said...

i totally understand where is that coming from...
i have had people say that im lucky at various academic and professional achievements of mine....and it made me really really fucking angry...man!! if i dont look and act like a nerd and worry about marks or money all the fucking time ...and dont keep on yakking about what to study and how to work...and talk about a dozen other interesting things in life... it doesnt make me any less serious about studies or my professional growth...or lucky at any cost!!
it makes me damn interesting and intelligent... i think you would agree...