Tuesday, April 29, 2008



After delhi's chaotic traffic for a fortnight, singapore has been a very pleasant change

Wednesday, April 9, 2008



They'd promised their families they'd come back soon. They more than kept their word. Went as mere men. Came back as heroes. In coffins.

Wondering why i put up such a post, well right now my blood is boiling after having seen a survey report done on the ratio of the youngsters who are desserting the force in the name of better prospects. Bloodyhell! I ask those buggers, did the army came at their doorsteps to offer them the jobs or they themselves chose it? It was so ridiculous to read the reasons which they came up....as if the country forced them into army...As of now the army has courtmartialed only a couple of such officers in the last 9 years or so, i say every bugger who leaves under such pretext shud be severely dealt with...coz the amount of money spent in making those boys into men is quite hefty and the time and energy spent by the trainers is even more precious...

Lot of ppl criticize me for my My country's best no matter what attitude, but i tell u i only believe in a simple theory and that is, if i hv chosen to serve my country i'll do it with the best of my capabilities and honesty and only think of the best and not anything else coz i was not forced to work here, i chose it in complete sanity. As far as the public's point of view on the enforcement agencies is concerned well being a part of it for 9 years now i can say that its upto u to preserve ur heart and soul irrespective of the conditions and circumstances. The first thing we learn in our training in any of the agencies are and which i guess most of the senior and junior officers hv completely put in the dustbins :-

The safety, honor and welfare of your country come first always and everytime.

The honor, welfare and comfort of the men you command come next.

Your own ease, comfort and safety come last, always and everytime.


Anyway, to hell with such weaklings like they say its better to hv a strong enemy rather than a weak friend.

Courtesy:- I dedicate a song from the movie Lakshya to the heroes of kargil who are resting in the heavens.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

"You are the fire that burns the passion within my soul."

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Interview


Most of you who know me well knows that whatever I hv done so far in life was never planned, it was all in the fight to survive and took whatever came my way, so this might only read like a tag and not an interview

So let's see what a potential interview at the southpaw’s den would look like, and let us keep the person from whom I took the tag as the interviewer.

Solitaire: Which is the last movie you saw in a theater?
Well the last movie I saw in a theatre was Raaz in 2002, I shudnt be saying seen that movie, half of the time I was fast asleep except for the moments when Malini Sharma wud appear on screen….sigh, Also I don’t go to the theatres much…

Solitaire: Which book are you currently reading?
In my profession I read so many papers and documents most of the time that I get fits if I m asked or offered to read any book or something…

Solitaire: What is your favorite board game?
Chess always keeps my brains healthy and alert.





Solitaire: What is your favorite magazine?
Life….


Solitaire: What are your favorite smells?
Ummmmm…poison.


Solitaire: What is your favorite sound?
Sound of a guitar…

Solitaire: What is the worst feeling in the world?
When I m just not able to express something properly to my wife, that time I feel like banging my head on the nearest wall.

Solitaire: What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?
Arrey wah! Fir se bach gaya…I hv this strange feeling every night before sleeping that tomorrow morning I might not wake up…

Solitaire: What is your favorite fast food place?
Subway, I love the grub and also the atmosphere at the joint which is nearby my place.

Solitaire: What is your future child's name?
If it’s a daughter then Komal, I love that name…if it’s a boy I’ll not meddle much choosing the name.


Solitaire: Finish this statement, "If I had a lot of money, I'd.....
Then retire that very moment, I m seriously getting tired and exhausted and then maybe open a food joint and bore my customers telling them abt my past adventures.

Solitaire: Do you drive fast?
Yes mostly except for the times when my darling is besides me.

Solitaire: Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Ofcourse not.

Solitaire: Are storms cool or scary?
Not cool or scary always….


Solitaire: What was your first car?
Aaaah it was the good old Maruti 1000 back in the mid 90s, then the company stopped making that car and went on with other models.

Solitaire: What is your favorite drink?
Rum with coconut water or apple juice.

Solitaire: If you had more time, you would....?
I’ll use that time spending with my love coz we sacrifice a lot coz of my freaking job obligations.

Solitaire: Do you eat the stems on Brocolli?
I just don’t like it only.

Solitaire: If you could dye your hair any color, what would be your choice?
Black ofcourse, any other color doesn’t suits me.

Solitaire: Name all the towns/cities that you have lived in.
I’ll mention only the ones I lived and not been…so here we go…Mumbai, Pune, Panjim, Hyderabad, Ahmedabad, Delhi, Srinagar, Kupwara and Mundra. Btw Kupwara and mundra cant be taken as cities…

Solitaire: What is your favorite sport to watch.
Boxing.


Solitaire: What is one nice thing about me?
You are a gujarati and I like Gujarat a lot coz it has changed my life for better in the last 4 years.

Solitaire: What's under your bed?
Classified.


Solitaire: Would you like to be born as yourself again?
Sure, maybe the experience which I m having this time ard wud help me live in a better way next time.


Solitaire: Are you a morning person or a night owl?
Doesn’t makes any difference to me.

Solitaire: Over easy or sunny side up?
Sunny side up.

Solitaire: What is your favorite place to relax?
My balcony.


Solitaire: What is your favorite pie?
Apple pie

Solitaire: What is your favorite icecream flavor?
Cream and roasted almonds.

That’s all folks…have a good day!

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Remember me...

I took this tag from the prettygirl and its a very interesting one...

Rules of Tag:

1. Put your MP3 player/Media player on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write the name of the song no matter what.


Lets begin.;)

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?

Song: Livin’ la vida loca- Ricky Martin

My say: Oh yeah its more than just OKAY and I m loving everybit of it…
J


Lyrics:
She's into superstitions
Black cats and voodoo dolls
I feel a premonition
That girl's gonna make me fall

She's into new sensation
New kicks in the candlelight
She's got a new addiction
For every day and night
She'll make you take your
Clothes off and go dancing in the rain
She'll make you live her crazy life
But she'll take away your pain
Like a bullet to your brain
Come on!

Upside inside out
She's livin' la vida loca
She'll push and pull you down
Livin' la vida loca
Her lips are devil red
And her skin's the color mocha
She will wear you out
Livin' la vida loca
Livin' la vida loca
She's livin la vida loca



WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

Song: Maria-Ricky Martin

My Say: Daaamn….:D this song is just not helping my reputation out here…:P, but who cares, fact is it does reflects a bit of me…

Lyrics:
Un, dos, tres
Un pasito pa'delante, Maria
Un, dos, tres
Un pasito pa'atras
Un, dos, tres
Un, dos, tres

She's the one that always turns me on
A sexy angel fallen from heaven
She's the one that always drives me wild
In her arms I'm trapped forever

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Song: She bangs-Ricky Martin

My Say: Lol…there’s only one more Ricky Martin number to go, lets see how it goes with the next one…:P


Lyrics

Talk to me
Tell me your name
You blow me off like it's all the same
You lit a fuse and now I'm ticking away
Like a bomb
Yeah, Baby

Talk to me
Tell me your sign
You're switching sides like a Gemini
You're playing games and now you're hittin' my
heart
Like a drum
Yeah, Baby

Well if Lady Luck gets on my side
We're gonna rock this town alive
I'll let her rough me up
Till she knocks me out
She walks like she talks,
And she talks like she walks



HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Song :Nobody wants to be lonely- Ricky Martin/Christina Aguilera

My Say: Lol this has nothing to do with the way m feeling today….:)Though its one of my fav duet song and also my cellphone’s ringtone…

Lyrics:-

There you are
In a darkened room
And you're all alone
Looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow

Here I stand in the shadows
Come to me, Come to me
Can't you see that

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
so bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
and I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely so why
Why don't you let me love you


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?

Song: Brown skin girl-Bo Bice feat Carlos Santana.

My Say: Lol…so u see the purpose of my life revolves around my brown skin girl…:P


Lyrics:

She's a force of nature
That I can't outrun
A devil and a savior all in one
Her eyes can heal me
Or they can make me bleed
Her lips have me addicted to the poetry
Never really knowing just who I am
And I confess that I don't mind at all
Cause I would trade the world away
To stay inside this dream
I'll never find a better place to fall

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Song: Hero-Enrique Iglasias

My Say: Perfect song…:P I surely wanna be the hero of my brown skin girl…:D

Lyrics:
Let me be your hero,

Would you dance,
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
and never look back?
Would you cry,
if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble,
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Song:Addicted-Enrique Iglasias.

My SaY: They surely think I m addicted and some of u know what I m addicted to….lol

Lyrics:
Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

Song:
Be yourself- Enrique Iglasias

My Say: Perfect!

Lyrics:
Well, I am what I am
what I am could be who you are
Is your pain when you smile
because you built a wall around your heart
Do the thoughts in your head keep you up
cause you feel alone
And are you strong enough to be yourself

Papa used to say you're just a loser
and you're never gonna have what it takes
Mama used to say all that loud music you play
ain't gonna get you nowhere

You gotta be yourself
You gotta be yourself


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Song: Rhythm Divine-Enrique Iglasias.

My Say:- One more Enrique number left, lets see how it gets…
J


Lyrics:
All I need is the rhythm divine
Lost in the music, your heart will be mine
All I need is to look in your eyes
Viva la musica, say you`ll be mine

Can you feel the heat of passion?
Can you taste our love`s sweet wine?
Join the dance and let it happen
Put tomorrow`s cares right out of your mind
As the music draws you closer
And you fall under my spell I will catch you in my arms now
Where the night will take us no one can tell


WHAT IS 2+2?

Song: Bailamos-Enrique Iglasias

My Say: Can’t believe this…lol


Lyrics:
Tonight we dance
I lay my life, in your hands
We take the floor
Nothing is forbidden anymore

Don't let the world in outside
Don't let the moment go by
Nothing can stop us tonight

Bailamos,
let the rhythm take you over
Bailamos
Te quiero amor mio, bailamos
Gonna live this night forever
Bailamos
Te quiero amor mio, te quiero

Tonight I'm yours
We can make it happen I'm so sure
Now I'm letting go
There is something I think you should know
I won't be leaving your side
We're gonna dance through the night
I'm gonna reach for the stars

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Song: Black magic woman- Santana

My Say: She’s indeed my black magic woman…

Lyrics:
Got a black magic woman
Got a black magic woman
I've got a black magic woman
Got me so blind I can't see
that she's a black magic woman
She's trying to make a devil out of me


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Song: Havana moon-Santana

My Say: She is like my havan moon…
Lyrics:
Me all alone
Jug of rum
Me stand and wait for the boat to come
Is lonely night is quiet the dark
The boat she late it's 12 o' clock
Me watches the tide easin' in
Is low the moon and high the wind


Havana Moon
Havana Moon


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Song: Smooth-Santana

My Say:Wish it was really smooth….

Lyrics:
And if you said this life ain't good enough
I would give my world to lift you up
I could change my life to better suit your mood
'Cause you're so smooth

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Song: Wings of grace-The dreamers feat Santana

My Say: This one’s my favourite again….

Lyrics:
What shall we do with the dreames
Who see a world we can never know
Who have found a place of wonder
Where only children dare to go

What shall we do with the dreames
Whose world has no room for hate
Whose vision of tomorrow
and promise
Is so far removed from our fate


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Song: Open invitation-Santana

My Say: Hell no…this tag is certainly not doing any good to my reputation…lol

Lyrics:
You be you and let me be me
No strings attached emotionally
I wanna get a little crazy
That's puttin' it plain
You got the medicine and I got the pain.

When you just wanna feel good
Like the doctor said
One good dose of loving
It's gonna straighten out your head

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Song: Nothing at all- Santana

My say: Bloodyhell…:P


Lyrics:
I am a victim of my time
A product of my age
There was no choosing my direction
I was a holy man but now
With all my trials behind me
I am weak in my conviction


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Song: Spirit- Santana

My Say: I need to reshuffle the songs for sure…phew!

Lyrics:

One day you’re up, next day
You’re down
Where does it end
War in the east, war in the south
No one can win


Hunger and strife taking the lives
Brothers and friends
Young people grow, way much
Too fast
To realize


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Song: Soul sacrifice-Santana(drum solo and guitar)

My Say: This one’s good…:D




WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Song:I wanna be free- Marc Anthony

My say: Hell no…not again


Lyrics
I've been here and
I've been there
Ways of the road
Looking for, something more
To call my own
Up to now
I have found that
Life is a home that's cold
Cause i'll never belong


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Song: Livin in the strange world-Marc Anthony.

My Say: I doubt any of the songs coming now wud match up the questions…


Lyrics:

Living in a strange world crying
Living in a strange world dying
Trying to protect ourselves from harm knowing
We are living in a strange world

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Song:Walk away-Marc Anthony

My Say:I told u its not gonna match…

Lyrics:

It's over now,
gotta face it one last time
We'll never make it work,
heaven knows we've tried
Livin' this lie, holdin' on for so long
No it won't be easy,
but it's time to be strong

Walk away, walk away
Don't you wait a minute longer
Walk away
From the love we know is wrong

Walk away, walk away
Do it now, while I can find the strength to say
"leave me now"
Before my heart won't let you walk away


WHAT SHOULD YOU POST THIS AS?

Song: Remember me- Marc Anthony

My say: Remember me….

Lyrics:

It’s not enough
to say I’ve loved and lost
just a thought
to know I had it all
times can change
but love will not grow old
turn the page
turn down this bed alone